The Wheel and The Tree

Today the first frost of winter has arrived in North Devon. The air is clear and cold. Low-angled, brilliant sunshine glints off the ice. The black limbs of the trees stand stark against the blue sky. The Wheel of the Year turns, in the northern hemisphere, towards the winter solstice.

The Pagan Wheel of the Year, an evolving hybrid of seasonal festivals, is one of my core maps of the magical universe. This cycle may be conceptualised in multiple ways: as the contention of the Oak and Holly Kings, the stations of the sun and the pulses of the moon, and as a modern re-imagining of ancient pre-Christian festivities. This Wheel, which turns and turns again, is the magical circle.

All the spiritual traditions I’m aware of yoke their practices to moments in time. Some of these rhythms are daily: three prayers in Judaism, four in Thelema, five in Islam. Others move with the annual seasonal changes; the inundation of the Nile around which Ancient Egypt religion was structured; the Vernal Equinox when light begins its slow ascendance over the dark; the coming of the blessed rains in other lands.

In my own spiritual practice, the Wheel of the Year is about tuning into the tides of the external and internal worlds, As Above, So Below. As these seasonal shifts occur, I pay close attention to the everyday rituals of life and how these change: the heating goes on; more layers of clothing are needed; it’s time to wear a hat. Other processes are culturally determined and invite deliberate ceremony, remembering our beloved dead at Halloween or celebrating our sexuality at Beltane.

Alongside, or perhaps at right angles to this Wheel, many spiritual traditions also posit a Tree, a vertical axis of spiritual progress. This may be imagined as the Great Chain of Being in Hermeticism, the sequential opening of the chakras, or the world trees of Mayan, Norse, or many other cosmologies; this is the axis mundi.

The Wheel teaches us the eternal return. The Tree invites us to consider a sequential unfolding, often imagined as a progression, a movement toward wholeness. In some systems the aim is to climb the Tree, leaving the earth behind, ascending to escape the change and decay that we experience within the Wheel of time. Other traditions emphasise the possibility of finding a deeper unity; not of escaping the material world but instead transmuting the lead of suffering into the alchemical gold of illumination, and in doing so to apprehend the divine nature of all things, from the height to the deep.

The Tree I’m most familiar with is that of the Hermetic Qabalah, which I began studying some forty years ago. That Tree has its roots in the fertile soil of esoteric Judaism, and over the centuries all manner of theological, symbolic, and occult elements have been grafted onto its ancient stock. Modern occult versions of the Qabalah are the result of many happy accidents where the syncretic grafting takes very easily. The convenient correspondence between the 22 letters of the Hebrew alphabet and the 22 cards of the Major Arcana of the Tarot is a great example of this. Having grown for millennia, the Qabalah has accreted a vast and sometimes overwhelmingly complex canopy of shifting symbolic layers.

The Tree of Life, Steffi Grant

Over the last four years I’ve been steadily developing a tool to address this difficulty—an approach that helps students gain direct experience of the system without needing to memorise long lists of correspondences, colour-key scales, Hebrew letters, and so on. My method resembles the way we learn our native languages: we begin by speaking and listening and can become remarkably competent users of a language without consciously knowing anything about its grammatical structure. Of course, it’s wonderful to explore the deeper architecture and etymology of a language once we’re fluent, and that understanding may help us learn other languages too. But in magic our first teacher is always experience; my aim is to support that experiential process.

The approach I’ve created is called Paths to Inner Power, commissioned by the fabulous Treadwell’s Bookshop in London. It consists of a series of guided audio journeys or pathworkings designed to be used multiple times, and accessible for those with only a beginner’s understanding of Qabalistic symbolism. This is an experiential initiatory tool, not a collection of feel-good wellbeing meditations. Don’t expect, for example, the guided visualisation of the path of The Tower or the sephira of Geburah to be easy! People who purchase the audio downloads will also receive a transcript of each recording to help them decode the symbolism should they wish to go deeper.

Early in 2026 I’ll be doing plenty of more teaching with Treadwell’s Books, as well as with The College of Psychic Studies and Morbid Anatomy. I’ll also have the opportunity to be a student myself, by undertaking a professional Tantra Massage course with the excellent Sarah Sophia, in-person over four weekends in Glastonbury. Early-bird tickets are still available until the end of December if you’d like to join us. Check out the full listing on the Southwest Tantra website for details.

I’ve been overjoyed that my new book Trip Sitting: The Art and Science of Holding Psychedelic Space has been very well received. I hosted a launch event in London earlier this month in collaboration with The Psychedelic Society, and I’ll be doing more events with them both in person and online in 2026. Trip Sitting is available from Psychedelic Press and from Amazon, with an ebook version arriving in the next few weeks. We also have one signed copy of Trip Sitting still up for grabs for anyone who can successfully identify who is shown in silhouette on the cover. Answers on an email please to contactdeepmagic@gmail.com

Trip Sitting book launch in London, photo by Aimée Tollan

I’d like to take this opportunity to thank all the people who’ve written to me this year with kind words about my teaching, mentoring, writing, and art. I feel deeply blessed to spend my time both exploring my own magical practice and sharing what I’ve learned with others. It’s still pretty weird being a professional (psychedelic) occultist — but it’s also exactly what I wanted to be when I was a child.

I remember a journey I made with my grandparents in the summer of 1982. They’d asked what I wanted to do during the school holidays, and I told them I wanted a road trip to Stonehenge, Avebury, West Kennet Long Barrow, Wayland’s Smithy, and a handful of other ancient sacred sites. Bemused but game, they loaded me into the car and we set off through the warm, seemingly endless English summer.

We visited the Vale of the White Horse to see the great ancient chalk figure. I remember standing on Dragon’s Hill a small, bald mound near the vast, sinuous horse carved into the hillside. I walked across the sun-soaked grassland to the head of the Uffington White Horse. Crossing the threshold of its rectangular head, I stepped into its eye.

White Horse and Dragon Hill, English Heritage

I had read somewhere that to stand in the eye of the Horse, turn around three times, and make a wish was a potent spell. So I did. And I wished to be a magician.

A self-fulfilling prophecy, perhaps, but one nourished not only by my will, but by the great good fortune of drawing so many good spirits, good teachers, good allies and good friends to me along the way. Thanks for being there team, I really couldn’t do it without you 💜

As the Wheel of the Year rotates around the Tree of Life, the magical X and Y axes of the universe, we follow the spiral pathway of our lives which combines them both. We traverse the World Tree, from birth to death, from separation to wholeness, cradled and nourished by the ebb and flow of the earth on which we live. Let us aspire to make this, our unique spiral journey, one of curiosity and kindness, of knowledge, power and pleasure. In doing so we honour those ancient teachings and carry the living, changing tradition of magic into the future, for us and all of our relations.


December 2025
December 4th & 11th Trancing in the Dark In this 2-part online workshop, I’ll explores methods to harness the dark for magical and spiritual purposes.
December 15th, I’ll be teaching a guest tarot teacher for the La Società Dello Zolfo as part of their Academy of Esoteric Tarot.

January 2026
8th, Opening the New Year, magical methods for welcoming in 2026 – from cleansing and banishing the old, to making room for the new.
10th, The Art of Magic – In person at The College of Psychic Studies, London, discover a variety of approaches to esoteric art-making in this workshop. Exploring traditional symbolic methods as well as automatic and natural processes.
13th, Cleansing, Banishing and Centering, creating sacred space for others or ourselves, sweeping away bad vibes, and discovering our still centre of power.
14th, Advanced Elemental Magic, in this foundational yet profound online workshop, we’ll explore the elements with the ‘four powers of the magician’.
20th & 27th, Magical Energy, a magical map of the invisible realm, teaching you the fundamentals of working with energy through in-depth discussion and hands-on methods

Februrary
12th & 19th, The Holy Guardian Angel, exploring a core practice from ceremonial magic: how to contact the spirit known as the Holy Guardian Angel

March
6th-9th, Hypogeum in Holland, psilocybin retreat with Nurse Jo, me and other members of The Fellowship of Psychonauts.
17th & 24th, Scrying Skills, the art of seeing visions in a crystal ball, black mirror or a flickering candle flame.
18th & 25th, Tarot Magic, beyond divination the tarot offers a complete symbolic system for meditation and magic.

April
1st, The Magical Fool, tracing the lineage of sacred foolishness from the medieval court jester to the cosmic pranksters of modern chaos magic
8th & 15th, The Angel and the Beast – Crowley and The Book of The Law, a deep dive into this short, explosive channelled work: its poetry, philosophy, magical techniques and enduring influence.
28th, The Magic of Place (Psychogeography), exploring the diverse methods to connect to the spirit of the land under one’s feet, whether in the city or countryside.
29th, British Folk Magic, a spirited tour of British folk-magical traditions, from ancient charms and witch bottles to cunning-folk spellwork and seasonal rites.

May
5th, 12th, 19th, 26th & 2nd June, Working with Spirits; From Angels to Elementals, a five-week experiential journey through the vast spectrum of spirit work, blending theory, history and hands-on practice. Together, we will explore the deep ontological questions about the nature of the spirit world, while also engaging in practical methods to meet and collaborate with these beings safely and meaningfully.
7th & 14th, Sex, Sorcery and the Sacred Body, an illuminating exploration of the magical uses of sex, pleasure, and the body across cultures and centuries. From the ancient fertility cults of Europe and India to the experimental frontiers of Thee Temple ov Psychick Youth and Chaos Magic.
21st & 28th, This Is Chaos: The Past, Present and Future of Chaos Magic, a deep dive of the evolution of this magical current; from its anarchic beginnings in post-punk counterculture to its impact on today’s digital and psychonautic subcultures, in both theory and practice.

And there’s more to come, stay tuned to my social media for updates.

As the Wheel turns around the axis of the magical tree I wish you a wonderful end to 2025 and a blessed arrival in the new year.

With all good wishes,

Julian
🍄💜🌈🙏

XxX

Looking both ways

I’m sitting and writing this in the days between the solstice and the New Year. Those strange, delicious in-betweenness days which, according to legend, are bonus dates that extend the 360 degrees of the horizon’s circle into the 365-ish days of the solar year.

I’m grateful that, as I reflect on the year that is on its way out, I’ve been so fortunate. Especially in Euro-American culture we tend to believe that what happens to us is the results of our choices, and up to a point that may be true. However, much of what happens in our lives is the result of conditions around us, and innumerable other factors over which we – in the sense of our consciousness awareness or even our ability to plan – wield little control. (I am reminded of an interview with the Duke of Westminster in which he wisely suggested that the best way to get rich in the UK was to have an ancestor who was friends with William the Conqueror.) I therefore praise the Goddess Fortuna for her favour.

My good fortune last year consisted of many opportunities to work with remarkable people. This is one way I endeavour to roll with the capricious Wheel of Fortune, by surrounding myself with wonderful friends, allies, colleagues and collaborators. I get to do cool stuff in part because I make it my business to hang out with wonderful humans, to be inspired, cared for, recruited and raised up by them. Amazing collaborations in 2023 included with the team of Breaking Convention and our first conference at the University of Exeter, the members of the Order of the Sun and MoonThe Fungi AcademyThe Magical Pact of the Illuminates of Thanateros and many others. I was able to travel in 2023 to attend the MAPS conference in Denver, as well as Music, Magic & Medicine and Occulture in Berlin. Meanwhile I’ve been invited to contribute to the emerging academic fields of occult studies, psychedelics and philosophy and esoteric art. I’ve been administered intravenous DMT for an hour at Imperial College, and taught local NHS wellbeing programs. My strategy, such as it is, is to put myself in the right place (physically, psychologically etc) and then just wait for amazing things (collaborations, situations, inspiration etc) to arise. This echoes the view of my Tai Chi teacher, quoting his teacher Cheng Man-ching, that to access the power of chi all you had to do was put yourself in the right place and then it will just turn up. The analogy being catching a bus; you have to get to the right bus stop but once you’re there just be patient, and get on board when it arrives.

Find the allies

I recognise my privilege in all this, in all the opportunities I have been able to access. I thank Fortuna for the chance to doing things I love with people I respect, admire and whose company I enjoy. My happiness, as I reflect on 2023, is also born of the perception that some of the things I’ve done have helped others. For example, at the Breaking Convention conference Nikki and I had more than one person tearfully express to us how grateful they were to be in a setting in which their interest in psychedelics was accepted and indeed celebrated. For me it’s both a source of honour and of delight to be able to do this work which I consider an expression, speaking with my pointy occultist hat on, of my Great Work. Meanwhile for those who missed the conference itself, the talks from Breaking Convention 2023, like those of previous years, are all available free on YouTube.

Me on intravenous DMT, for science, selecting my post entity-encounter lunch.

I’ve also been honoured to directly support the next generation of psychedelic sitters by teaching on programs curated by Daniel ShankinLaura-Dawn, and Natasja Pelgrom.

2024 looks like it is set to be equally busy in a good way, here are a few things that are already scheduled:

I’ll be speaking at The Occult Conference in Glastonbury, 17-18th of February in person, and the following weekend I’ll be part of the online Sacred Mycology Summit curated by The Fungi Academy, 23-25th February.

I’m facilitating a psychedelic retreat in The Netherlands with the excellent Nurse Jo and other very experienced space holders (Jo’s blog is here). This will be immediately after the Breaking Convention 2024 one-day event in London. For details of the BC event follow them on social media so you can grab a ticket once these go live, or sign up to their newsletter.

If you’re interested in joining me in the Netherlands for our retreat, which is specifically for psychonauts who want to develop their space holding skills, please drop me a message. The dates for this are Monday 22nd until Saturday 27th of April.

Meanwhile on the artistic front, there is another exhibition scheduled for The Order of the Sun and Moon, once again in St Ives, this time from the 9th to 15th of November. We’re also planning a show in London earlier in the year, details are yet to be confirmed so watch this space for updates.

The illustrated volume of essays by the Order of the Sun and Moon with foreword by Judith Noble remains available via Amazon. Contact me direct if you want one of the rare signed copies, or one of the editions that contain original artwork by Greg Humphries.

I was really chuffed that so many people attended the opening night, that visitors to the gallery keep the place buzzing for a week, and that I sold several pieces. The artworks that I produce for sale can be found on the gallery page of my website and you can see the pieces from the St Ives show here.

Kate Southworth, Greg Humphries and me in The Crypt Gallery, St Ives, Cornwall.

Also via my website I’ve got three inexpensive self-directed courses available (in fact one of them is completely free) and I’m working with the excellent Dave Lee to shortly add an extensive course on chaos magic too. Dave incidentally has just published another excellent book, Primal Chaos: Writings and Rituals from Then and Now through Nikki Wyrd’s publishing house The Universe Machine.

Finally, I’m going to be doing lots of online esoteric workshops with Treadwell’s Books (coming up next New Year’s MagicScryingChaos Magic and Psychogeography), Morbid Anatomy (Chaos MagicSigil Magic, and Navigating Psychedelic Space), Viktor Wynd (An Introduction to Aleister Crowley, and Thelemic Magick) and The College of Psychic Studies (details coming soon). Stay tuned to my social media for more details.

Thanks for taking the time to catch up with my news! Now it’s back to the excellent home-made mince pies, baked and photographed by the ever skilful Nikki Wyrd…

The pies have it!

I hope that you found good fortune in 2023, and wish you a fabulous and flourishing 2024.

Big Love!

Julian